AMEETHYST

अंधेरो के बाज़ार को रात का नाम दे दिया घमो के बादल को बरसात का काम दे दिया   खुदी में तड़प रहा था   मैं और खुदा ने मुलाकात   को   एक दाम दे दिया नीले लहू को शाई का नाम दे दिया   हरे ज़ख्मो को जुदाई का जाम दे दिया   तुझे देखने की उम्मीद में जी रहा था   मेरे बेरंग सपनो को तन्हाई का शाम दे दिया उसकी यादों को अतीत का नाम दे दिया उसके मुस्कान को मीत का अंजाम दे दिया तकदीर ने भी हमें यह दिन दिखाया , उसके मोहब्बत को जीत का पैघाम दे दिया  

For once, in my life, I tried being a pessimist and I was whapped with prayers and wishes of my beloved ones. I was infused with an overdose of optimism this time and it surely worked. I was going through a rough patch where I was facing rejections and dejections from every corner of the world, but something really happened; I started gathering more faith in God. I didn’t pray hard for myself; I knew someone else should be doing that for me. So, I thought of doing the same for everyone. It was nothing like returning a favour, because whenever I joined hands and closed my eyes, I thought of everyone around who’d made my life better and joyful. I was on my regular journey of employment expedition back to Bangalore and was travelling in Janshatabdi Express. I didn’t care to spend much because I was trying to curb expenses as much as possible. After sometime, I saw a beggar who’d lost his arms and limbs and was crawling in the gangway. I was tugged by the sight and offered him money...

Tips and tricks To chicks and flicks Clicks and kicks To dicks and pricks Laugh out loud or roll on floor Against the wall or at your door Hash-tags, hex-bags and many more Do it wild like a cocky boar. Get a knife, cut the crap Get a room, take a nap. Get a life, be a chap. Blah blah blah fap fap fap!

I was gazing into the dark of the night, I saw millions of shining stars. I wondered if they’d ever seen the daylight, and earned their share of white and blue scars. I was watching the sun set into the ocean, I saw hundreds of birds flying back to their nests. I wondered if they’d ever been to heaven, and seen the place where sunshine rests. I was praying hard in the days of anguish, I saw hope gathering its being. I wondered if I’d ever smile with a wish, and be bestowed with loads of believing. 

I am racing my heartbeats; I am chasing my breath. I wish for white roses wrapped on my wreath. I am rebelling against my thoughts; I am resisting my dreams, I am betraying my life, and now I am cheating death. Hopes are high; ambitions are abundant. I wish my efforts get famous and elegant. I am countering with my pride; I am resenting my fears. I am crusading my emotions; I am questioning the excellent. Luck is frivolous; time is dark. I wish for one tiny spark. I am living on faith; I am feeding on prayers. I am connecting no dots, yet I am leaving a mark.